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Name: von
Birthday: 5/28/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: her.........
Expertise: give me a computer and watch me do my magic............ unless ofcourse im bummed listening to music and i wont do it coz im still sleepy...... or maybe i just killed myself..... hmmm... makes me wonder about pancakes..... on the other hand, it makes me want to skate..... or maybe jump off a cliff... ok, its one or the other...... im still wondering about pancakes.....
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  vonnyvonvon182@yahoo.com
Member Since:
4/6/2005
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| i wasnt the one who started it..... i was being polite... not to disturb you in everything you do.... cause i know you would just push me away.... and now it seems i was the one who was doing that.... never aware of the situation... growing weak in every second... knowing youre not there... im not as intelligent as you thought i was... im not as active as i was then... and maybe, now you know... i was doing it for.... for the sake of not being hurt again.. and now, you being cross makes me bleed even more.... im burning right now... cant risk.. cant take.. cant do anything... im immobilized by the sheer power of hatred... cant stand it... cant fight it.... my conscience is killing me... every day is a very dull and lifeless story... and i decided to stop it all.... by saying im SORRY first... i am sorry... and you realize as i say this... is like holding a knife above my heart ready to strike... and it is you who is holding it..... its your choice... either you back down... or continue this insanity slowly pushing it in and killing me with excruciating pain.... and still... i am sorry for bleeding on you... or maybe you dont even care anymore..... | | |
| My life.... My meaningless life..... its....... sdflgjbmhl;sdgtij,;bgvjkpbxk/jdvgzkl/gl....... nakakatamad eh.... saka nlang!!! | | |
| Aking mga kaibigan...
Alam kong tayoy nagmamahalan...
Pero marami paring umiiral na kasakiman...
Sa buong kalawakan...
Hindi dapat ganito...
Bakit ba lahat ay walang kibo...
Laging nagigipit sa kahulihulihan...
Parang wala nang nararamdaman...
Hindi ba dapat ay tayoy maligaya...
Dahil sa buhay na kahit minsan ay masaya...
Dahil sa diyos na nagbibigay biyaya...
At hindi rin natin kailangang tumula...
Nais ko lang maipahiwatig sa iyo...
Dapat hindi tayo ganito..
Dadat ay tayoy nagmamahaln..
Tunay na pagkakaibigan..
Hanggang sa katapusan.... | | |
| Why wont I die? Why wont my world end... when can i find true happinness? can I even have that? I dont even have anything to start with...
You wont understand... She doesnt understand... She damaged my life for good... It cannot be healed... It can never be.... It can never be done... | | |
| kaIBIGAN ko..
kamusta nah......
bakit ganon.....?
di na tayo nagkikita.........
hindi na talaga sapat.......
ang pagmamahalang ndarama..........
kailangan pa ng sobra......
para masiyahan ang pusong di nagkikita......
musta ka na.......?
hindi ka pa ba nagsasawa......
siguro ay ganon na nga.....
sawa ka na sa mukha kong balisa.....
minsan naman sana...
tayoy pagbungguin ng tadhana...
kahit minsan lang....
sanay matupad na....
ang pangarap na makasama ka......
unti-unti nanga bang hindi nakakaya...?
parang hindi tinalaga......
ng tadhanang walang kinikilala.....
sige pala jan ka naah....
siguro ay sawa ka na...
sa mga letrang nakasulat...
ngunit walang kwenta...
ngunit isa lang ang aking masasabi....
ngayon ay ikay ngumingiti...
ikay aking napasaya....
sa aking sulat...
na puno ng ligaya......
at ikaw, aking tropa.....
MAHAL na MAHAL KITA....... | | |
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